March 10, 2001

I've had an interesting couple of days. Hmm, I'm not sure where to start or how much I want to say. . . Katherine explains last night pretty well.

Believe it or not, that's not the most disturbing thing that's happened in my life lately. My sister's in the hospital. She's not injured, or going to have sugery, she was just doing some really strange stuff, and in general not being herself. I was really worried about her since thursday(the day we found out she was admitted to the hospital, she was taken to the hospital late wensday night). I guess when she was first in the hospital she was doing pretty bad, like she was violent and yelled a lot of stuff that simply doesn't make sense, but now she's on some medication, and I visited her yesterday and she seemed pretty much normal. She was a little tired looking, but that's probably 'cause they gave her a sleeping pill right before we came >.<.

Seeing her made me feel a lot better, and spending the evening with Lena and Lev might have been disturbing, but at least it was distracting.

And I don't know why Lena thought you were being insulting by saying the word surrealism. No offense, but I thought that particular comment was more about you not being used to being around a lot of teenagers then you testing those people's intelligence. To me it seemed like Lena was the one being insulting, thinking that they couldn't understand what you said. But that's just me. . . And I thought Megs did pretty good at being civil to Lev. She didn't once threaten to poke his eyes out with her keys.
 12:41 PM | smovakia

 

March 8, 2001

*feels very alone*
 6:58 PM | smovakia

 

March 7, 2001

*bows to Dhabih-sama* I can't wait for the tutorial.
 8:55 PM | smovakia

 

March 6, 2001

spiral has been updated!
 11:20 AM | smovakia

Today I'm "sick". I'm not faking, my mom's perfectly aware that the only reason I'm staying home from school is I want to sleep in. ^_^ I love my mom! for the first time since I started working at cosi, I feel rested and motivated!! I think I'll go update spiral.
 10:41 AM | smovakia

 

March 5, 2001

I'm almost done with the Ed skin. It's to the point where I all I have to do is the text file stuff. I don't like that stuff, cutting up the image is the fun part. The image for the new skin I've started working of came from the same image gallery as the Ed skin's image. I'm not sure it'll turn out as a good skin. I have no ideas about what the play list'll look like, maybe I won't make one. The equilizer's gonna have to be non functional, or else spike's face'll be hard to see.
 10:07 PM | smovakia

I close my eyes and I keep seeing things
rainbow waterfalls, sunny (?)
confusion creeps inside me raining down
got to get to you but I don't know how
Call me Call me
let me know it's alright
Call me Call me
don't you think it's about time
please won't you come and ease my mind
reasons for me to find you
peace of mind
what can I do
to get me to you.
 9:41 PM | smovakia

o.O how did a search for 'star wars porn animated' get here? O.o
 9:17 PM | smovakia

I changed my desktop. I got the background here and the icons here.
 8:30 PM | smovakia

Saturday night my Dad took me and my step mom to a movie(Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon). I figured the Cowboy Bebop watching was doomed, since you and megs were gone all day. . . I probably would have fallen asleep have way through anyway, I nearly fell asleep in my salad at dinner. . . I'm very sleep deprived. I'm starting to have wierd dreams, and today in photography I nearly fell asleep while making a print. . . that's hard to do considering there's no place to sit or lie down in the dark room. . . although I suppose it being dark helped. . . I'm really suprized I didn't fall asleep at Cosi.
 10:51 AM | smovakia